There is coming a change of season.
However, I am stuck somewhere between faith and reason.
My life has been rearranged
By the renewal of positive change,
Which has encouraged me to fight
While I walk in dim light.
My mind, spirit, and soul continue to ebb and flow
As I experience the mountain highs and valley lows.
“Strength! Strength!” I pray to continue the fight,
Hoping God’s light will shine on my long soul’s night.
I feel lost with no direction,
Yet I still believe in the resurrection.
Deep down, I still have my song,I still have my hope
Or I long ago would not have been able to cope.
I may be temporarily shackled in iron chains,
Weighted down by needless fear, guilt, and shame.
Christ still reigns!
He bore my sins and my pain.
Deep down I try to understand that this barrenness is for a reason,
That I may experience freedom and joy in an upcoming season.